EDIT: What was there with me? Is terrible if I get so sentimental.
Do you know that if you repent for not having done something? I'm not doing at the moment. It makes for days, nay weeks, has thoughts and plans, and it simply pulls through, because they are afraid that things go wrong. But what you have to lose anyway? Nothing. Okay, you could get hurt, but if you have not even tried, to reach its goal definitely. Is not it worth a try? Why is suddenly too cowardly, although you have imagined exactly how it should proceed. It is simply self- in the way and that's really, really bitter. I will not have to ask my whole life, "what if?" Just because I could not muster the courage.
Today I considered a new plan, almost the last chance, if I do not pull through, I have to live my life with the question. So I will do it. Then it will go better repays me, no matter what the consequences are (although I would like a variant of a lot better, that would even make me happy). But uncertainty is the worst yet, right?
This was a very private mail, I know. But I find that writing helps me so at least.
And when I put my plan into action I, can I carry on.
I wish you a nice day or evening and a good start to the week.
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